Have you ever experience something good; like a positive out come for something you worked hard for? Or perhaps, encouraging words spoken to you from someone, but that just feels like an electric shock? Or come to an understanding on how to take care of yourself only to regurgitate it like food poison? Ive been working on this study called, Me Myself and lies There is so many truths about what you think or meditate on and how they can be untrue and negative. Now Im not one that believes speaking positive words to myself. However, I will embrace a truth. Unfortunately, being kind to myself, which is Gods desire for me, just triggers me to act out. Im not sure why. So, if anybody has experienced it and has realized what that type of trigger is coming from please let me know. Thanks!