Self-Injury Support Group

Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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**Trigger** I am sittin here with..

jeclay66
jeclay66
sorry for the trigger - I am sitting here with a razor blade in my hand - YET AGAIN!!! What will make me turn the corner to a place that is health for me. My razor has become my friend and that absolutely sickens me. I want to be healthy but I don't see myself in anyway than I am right now. I hate this. I don't want to die - but I want to go away - I don't want my children to worry. I have no insurance I have no husband - I have no way to try and get my life on track other than my OWN SELF - and that doesn't seem to be working so well

I love my children sooooo much but I hate myself for wanting to heart myself over and over again....Help Help Help Help
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so much right now. Do you know what's triggering you to cut? It's very good to hear you don't want to die, and that you care so much about your children and don't want them to worry.

Is there anyone you could talk to who could help you get your life back on track? Or just anyone who can help to support you?

Perhaps you could try to hold on for your children, if you think that would work. Maybe thinking of them and how much you don't want them to worry about you will help you not to cut.

I hope you're doing okay and are able to keep from cutting... hang in there. *hug*