I used to cut, a lot, like just take a broken piece of mirror and scratch the hell out of my arm when im really mad, and after a while of doing that over and over my arm would look like its been shredded. Ok, if I wasnt upset like that it was like a cigarette, I know I'm going to need it soon so I take it now anyways, When its like that and I sort of have time to spare, I cut as deep as I could. Now, here is what I am wondering, I have been off cutting for a little over a year now, and I have been feeling so incredibly homicidal and violent towards those that piss me off, its like I turned it from getting pissed at others and hurting myself to being pissed at others and hurting others....I dont know if I should have even said anything, I would never kill someone, but I feel like it. I just wanted to know if there is anyone else who feels the same way...?
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