I SLICED MYSELF EARLIER TONIGHT TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN. IT HELPED FOR A WHILE. I DID REGRET DOING IT. NOW I AM RIGHT BACK TO WHERE I WAS EARLIER. I HAVE BEEN TURNED DOWN FOR HELP FROM THE HOSPITAL AND FROM THE SUICIDE HOTLINE YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE. SO THEY ARE OUT OF THE QUESTION FOR ME. WHAT ELSE CAN I DO. I REALLY WANT TO SLICE MYSELF AGAIN. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE HELP ME SOMEONE. I AM SCARED.
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