Well, the first thing is really wanting to quit doing it, or at least decrease how often you harm yourself. You have to find your own reason for wanting to stop and there is no way to force you until you have decided for yourself that you are done with it.
Once you can be sure of that then the medication, talking, etc. could help more, or you could find an alternative. Although I don't really know how much better that would be...
But I want to try to help you if I can, although I don't have more of an answer than that. Others will have good advice to add on. Sorry if this didn't help as much as you were hoping.

I don't know if I can help but I'm certainly willing to help. I'm online a lot if you want to talk.
*hugs*

I know what you are kind of going through. I cut too but I can't seem to tell any of my family or friends about this. I wish I could help. But if you need to talk i'm here.

You have two options. Keep doing it and keep feeling the same way until your problems escalate.
Or try going back to therapy because it DOES help. But you have to let it, you have to try and trust in yourself that you CAN do it. It took me 2 years of therapy to stop cutting everyday. It's not going to happen over night.
However if you're not ready to change then maybe you need to wait until you are ready.
I hope you give therapy another go though.

If you are on I am here and willing to give it a shot helping you.

who do i talk to new at this its frist time asking for help

am have same problem i had to make a run to er the other night and got five mattress stitches or that what the dr called them