Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
I dont know what sort of a relationship you have with your mom but I do know and experience the mind-set of not wanting to disappoint parents - even though mine are elderly and live in a different country I still need to hide things from them. So although I understand you very well there I urge you to consider the option of telling your mom even if she experiences disappointment - after all you have experienced something really bad yourself. She may be able to give you support.
And you did go for 6 months without cutting. That is an achievement even if you cant feel good about it right now.
Try not to worry about what your mom would think. It's all about what you think. You don't have to do it for her, you are doing it for you!