Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
I have been in a very Nasty fight w-my BIL he belittled me and degrated me when hubby got home he was mad but when he talked to him to night he told me he is on his brother side. He NEVER stood up for me for the inapperiate comments me made. Im leaving in the morning for a well need break but I cant help to feel betrayed by my hubby. Yes I said things in anger but his brother twisted my words and Hubby can see why he did the mother F'er is delusional I feel the worlds against me and I have had unbearable stress since wed. and its too much for me now I want to cut so bad like I have never wanted to before. someone plz help me I have no money so escape is out my choices is to cut when I need and maybe when that stops helping take all my medication inbulk and die in peace im just so conflicted by why am I here when all I supposley do nothing but cause pain
I have been in your position and for the most part am still in your position of where my husband takes other's sides, doesn't stand up for me, the multiple times of ultimate betrayal and of course NO Money!
My kids have kept us together along with him starting meds that he obviously needed but I still don't know how much I can trust him. It hurts when someone you love doesn't love you back the same amount doesn't it?
Do not take your meds. inbulk. It will likely not kill you but just mess you up physically and you will have that on top of your current issues.
Two fist fulls of ice have helped me in the past. I'll be honest, it's not the feel of cutting but it does give a nice burn and I'm only left with red hands that fade in a few minutes. Plus for some reason, I have noticed it drains me. I often take a nap and can't do any of the other physical harm I had thought of.
Do you have children? Please realize there are places for us and help for us out there if we are in abusive relationships.