have any of you had things that yourm ind has blacked out..that its hard to remember or you have to choose to rememever...hard...well latly i have been having flashbacks of things that havee happened to me before...and its really scaring me and hurting me...i cant stop them...evertime i ve been hit hurt emotianl abbuse its al comging back to me...they other day i kissed my boyfreid for the first time..right after words i had a flachback to one of my ex bfs hitting me couse i wouldent do something...i was talking about my family to someon then suddenly i saw my dad hitting me when i was younger..things like that keeps on happening and its screwing up everything and hurting me alot..the other day i flached back to when i first cut..i got the urge to cut agsin and also why i did it...its trigering me to...i dont know why i am getting flach backs i have never did drugs...and i want to go talk to my gdences councler but i am also scared to...this is rreally tripping me out..someone help me or somethings plase,,i dont want to do anything stupid or get hurt by theses anymore..plases someoene help me..message me or reply on this