I feel totally out of control. Al I want to do is cut...all the time. Everywhere I am I look for sharp objects to cut with. When I eat I feel like a fat ugly pig who needs to be punished...so I cut. I just tried to make myself throw up. Everytime I try to go to sleep I think about suicide. I don't see the point in living if this is what my life is going to be like. Everytime I get in the car I am so close to driving off the side of the road. I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm scared nothing is going to help me because I don't have the will to fight it anymore.
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