So basically this all started in 9th grade I think, I had an argument with my aunt I was so mad at her ,at myself everyone so I just took it out on myself then a year later I cut agan out of anger after that I was basically on and off untill a mounth ago that's when it was getting worse even when I felt good there was still this urge. And I would never do anything for attention in fact I'm really anti-social and my self esteem isn't too goood either I've only tried therapy one and it only made it worse rubber bands didn't help either but what makes me feel worse is the fact that I don't have any therapy and I was never hospitalized and my home life is a little hectic but that's it .Does this make me a poser??? It probably does. I'm sorry for anyone that's had worse I just need to get this off my chest. I know, I need help. I just don't know what to do.mabye I should check myself into therapy or a hospital or something please help
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