Please don't do this, please!
1. You're wanted! Yes, I don't know you,but I want you I do I can swear in my life!
2. If you do it you're only gonna lose and not win anything.With this you're gonna kill your chance to be happy. You have the chance, you can do it!
3.A while ago a friend of mine told me something that made me stop wanting to die, it was something like "You have dreams, right? If you do this you can't make them true and if you just try a little bit harder you're gonna show them that you're the person that made his dreams true and they are going to envy you, they are going to envy you very much" This made me think. The people that bring you down, you're going to make them envy you, you're gonna show 'em that you're strong enough to be better than them.
4. Do it for yourself. This sentence may sound selfish, but do it. Live not to make other people happy, live to make yourself happy, because as soon as you stop caring about the other you're gonna feel much better. And if it's too hard to stop caring at all then just care only for the once that care 'bout you!

Remember those other times where you were suicidal? Were you ever just a little bit glad whenever those bad strong feelings went away that you weren't dead? I think instead of dying you need someone in person to talk to and support you. You do deserve to live and be happy. You deserve to live to make your life better for yourself. Screw all the people who hurt you. Don't let them take your life away! It;s your life, and they are horrible people for hurting you. So, you shouldn't have to kill yourself because of bad things that they did to you. Does that make sense?

I know there is probably nothing that I can say to stop you but I wish you would reconsider. Your so young with goals and dreams I am sure and it would be much more satisfying if you stuck around and accomplished them and were like, " there world see I did make it your not going to take me down." On top of that don't you think your grandma cares and don't you care about her? You can't tell me that you don't and that she doesn't cause if that were true then why would you be waiting til she leaves?

Probably because her grandma would just take her to the hospital and she'd be fucked. I wouldn't kill myself around people because that just increases the chances of it not working.

But yeah you shouldn't die though. Those people are not worth it.

killing yourself isn't gonna solve anything its just going to make the friends you have feel like they are worthless that they couldn't stop you it might even cause them to do it also its a vicious cycle that never ends. you have friends here that don't want you to do it. i mean i don't even know you but i would feel a loss.. don't do it to spite anyone live to spite them show them that you are worth it and that you deserve to live just as much as they do. think about it

When I was your age I wanted to die too, but now I am glad I didn't. To all those people who hurt you ,they can go burn in hell. Don't let them win, doen't let them destroy you. Your stronger then them, your better then them! You deserve to live, you deserve to be happy. You are so young, there is so much left to see and do. I know your in a lot of pain, but like the other times you were suicidal you will get through this,please don't give up. My thoughts and prays are with you.

Well I am sorry that you are feeling this way. Just now there is no redo button once you take your life. You will be leaving a lot of people behind that love you even if sometimes they dont show it.
Also know by killing yourself for the reason to show people what they have caused you to do is not going to do anything. The people will either not care and say oh good I won, and you allowed that to happen by causing death to yourself vs staying around and showing them you wont be taken down by them. Or they will think you are trying to place the blame someone.
Either way you causing death will only cause the people you think you will hurt by telling them they did this to you will WIN... They will only lose if you stand up and fight how you feel and show them you did this alone and you are strong and nothing they do or say and break you. Thats how you make them suffer just them knowing you where stronger then they wanted you to be.
Dont let them win, its not worth it.

Please do not do this. Suicide doesn't end the pain. You're stronger then this. I believe that you can make it. You've made it this far, you can keep it going. Life won't always be like this. One day, all the negativity in your life will go away. You're wanted. You may not believe me, but this world would not be the same without you. You might not believe this either, but you will be missed extremely. All those people, who have ever hurt you. Who have ever made you sad, show them! Keep going and show them that they aren't worth your time. I hope you're okay. I hope you decide not to do this. Prayers to you xx