man o man that's scary; I hope u can get some help once you're out of the suicide watch by the police; will send u some positive energy to help u out.

feel better hon! I'm here if you want to talk. HUGS TO YOUUUUUU

take this opportunity to realize that:

A. people do care about you. there were a lot of people here who were worried about you and who still are.

B. that life can get better. it might not seem like it, but as long as you are alive, you can make changes to improve your life. but when you die, that's it. no more "making life better".

and C. That you aren't alone going through these feelings. a good chunk of the people on this board have been where you are now, and survived, and have slowly made things better for themselves. don't give up on life

so yeh going off your last post sliting your wrists hurts allot realy allot and it also dosnt work qute frequently if it did work every time i wouldnt be typeing this

Can you be admitted to a mental hospital rather than the police watch? Because with a mental hospital at least you can get the support you need.

Hope you feel better soon.