I want to cut, but only once more, I want to hang myself... only once more. I want to feel pain, but only once more. Where in the end all I will feel is release. DEath itself will flood me and overtake me into a place where I can finally be devoid of all this.. heartache. Why do I have this cursed thing? All it does is hurt.. why do I try to trust others, they only hurt me.. WHy do I live?!?!?
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