Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
It would be just soooo easy to cut again and again .... but I saved money for my tattoo ...aww the pain my whole side ... it tickles me ....makes me feel sooo good ...like a high beyond belief .... my ex who I live with doesn't understand my pain not one bit .... if he only new but he doesn't ... I guess I should just spill my guts ... I had an abortion yesterday and he just takes it as a joke ...for instance he walked in and patted me really hard asked me how I was not even in a sweet way ... and this weekend he decided to hit me ... haha nice huh .... I can only take sooo much ...a girl like me...I am weak ... sooo weak .... he tells me he wants to be with me in the future haha the future ... fuck the future .... but for now he wants his own space he said ...he just wants to fuck around without guilt .... I love him tho he isn't as bad as he sounds .... he didn't check on me today tho even tho I was in soo much pain ... I wanted the baby I did but hee didn't ... he screamed at me 2 weeks ago to get rid of it ... there's only soo much I can take I guess ... my parents don't care I haven't talked to my dad in over a month and my mother why I talked to her today and she hung up on me says I'm stupid .... my heart is truelly broken ... and I killed something I began to love .... I just want to cut but I can't because of my school they wohld trip if they saw I am going to be a surgical tech ... well trying but its soo hard ..I just want to drop out ...I use to love going and now not soo much ...we have access to very sharp blades god I feel like just taking them ... but again I can't .... am I just fucked up?
its always way too easy to cut, how long have you been clean?
you should never have listened to him he was wrong about your baby. but the past is the past... you deserve alot better... this guy doesnt sound good at all.
i know the feeling if killing something you loved... i lost my daughter and it is the worst feeling in the woorld.
your not fucked up at all. we all feel this way sometimes, if you ever wanna talk im free and happy to hear it :)
I am so, so, so very sorry you are going thought that right now. I can't even begin to imagine how hard that must be for you. I think its great that you are doing something with your life, and I think you know things between you and your guy have got to end.
I know its hard, and I was absolutely in love with my ex, we were supposed to have gotten married this past weekend actually. but he had been cheating on me, and putting me down about not being able to find a decent job, and I had to break it off. once I had some time and space between us I realized all the other million reasons why he wasn't good for me. I still miss him, but I know this is best for me.
My best life advice? Be selfish for a while. Focus on yourself and your needs and getting the treatment you really deserve. It will take some time for your heart to heal, but you have got to at least give it a chance. if you don't make the changes you know you need to make you will never give yourself that opportunity. Good luck, I am entirely here if you want to talk.