I am freaking out and trying hard not to go find something sharp and start cutting. I have lost my job and trying to get unemployment is a pain. They are taking forever on everything and I am running out of money to continue to do things. I have bills to pay an school to go to. But they don't seem to care. They want you to go to school but it has to be for what they think is right. So if you are going to school they might let you collect unemployment with out having to look for a job but only if you are going for the right thing. The lady I talked to doesn't think I can continue to go to school without having to take jobs that will interfere with my schooling. So all the hard work that I have done just might go down the drain. I just want to go to my room and start cutting and never stop. This is just so devastating that the government really does not support their people. Unless they are doing what they want. I hope I have the strength not to do what I want to do so bad.