I'm 20 years old and I've been depressed for the last couple of weeks. I was put on new medication but I get so tired of trying medication after medication. I want to cut so bad and I'm trying to stay strong for my girlfriend. She is having a hard time right now with her ED and i know that i cant be much help to her right now because i dont have a lot of experience in that field, and i want to help. I feel so hopeless and worthless a lot and my depression wants to take over and slice my arms and legs into tiny peices. What do i do? How do i try and stay in control of myself? I'm losing my patience with my depression. Everytime it comes back its like it coming harder and faster. I think about dying a lot and imagine myself dying and i know that isnt a good thing, i just dont know what to do. How do you ask for help? and know what you need help with?
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