at my last counseling session my mom came with and we talked about alot i guess (it's in my journal, but just the basics) and at the end of the session my counselor made me show my mom my cuz. i didn't want to and sat there n' looked at her for a while but then finally did. but my counselor told me that my mom has all right to check me whenever she wants!! and that next time i do cuz mom has to call her and they are putting me in the hospital! ugh! mom has no right looking at my cuts! it's a very personal thing! but idk i kind of want to just cut again to see if they would actually put me in the hospital or not. i mean i don't think i can stay there very long. because my cuts arn't very deep. i don't do it that much so idk. but idk i kind of want to go to the hospital i would feel safer but idk. i don't think mom even has the guts to ask and look. my counselor will prolly ask next time we meet. ugh.
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