at my last counseling session my mom came with and we talked about alot i guess (it's in my journal, but just the basics) and at the end of the session my counselor made me show my mom my cuz. i didn't want to and sat there n' looked at her for a while but then finally did. but my counselor told me that my mom has all right to check me whenever she wants!! and that next time i do cuz mom has to call her and they are putting me in the hospital! ugh! mom has no right looking at my cuts! it's a very personal thing! but idk i kind of want to just cut again to see if they would actually put me in the hospital or not. i mean i don't think i can stay there very long. because my cuts arn't very deep. i don't do it that much so idk. but idk i kind of want to go to the hospital i would feel safer but idk. i don't think mom even has the guts to ask and look. my counselor will prolly ask next time we meet. ugh.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...