Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
Also, those pills won't do anything to you. It's probably useless taking them.
And I agree with NotWanted247, comparing yourself to others never does any good because everyone is different.