I feel like iam a mess agian my thought and my mind are just racing agian and iam just under a shit load of stress and my mom thinks everything is about her and that she can not do anything and never lift a finger to do anything cause she is always sick that is complete bull today she had me paing her court fines did i leave out the part where she has a restrain order agianst me and iam paing her fines she has one agianst me b/ she did not want to admit that my brother hit b/c he had just gotten out of jail and so she put it on me and i was the one who got fucked and i toled her i love her b/c if i do not then i know i will regert it once she is dead but i can not stand her for what she has done and is all i want to do is die i already tried cutting and that did not help not like it ever does anyways i feel like a big fuck up and i do not even know why b/c most of this stuff is not even my fault and so i just want die i need help
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