DS n SI was once the center of my life and when i try to " really" living, it's hard for me to come back because of the trigger i get when I'm here.

But i would come once in a while, cause this was my "home" once.
And each time i came back, I notice that there's no changes in this place for these 2years. We asked the same question, expressing the same feeling, it's make me sad.

Be strong my friends,

Believe that nobody can save you but yourself. The others help is critical, but only when you are open for the help.

Believe that we could control our mind, we can really stop SI, at least we can stop it haunting every moments of our life with the need to cut.

Believe that there's a better future if we do our best. the one that you can imagine, one that you have the image on how to achieve it.

Believe that it's never too late to stop, to change, to try, to smile.

Believe that you are beautiful, and you'll be much beautiful when you smile and take care of yourself.

Believe that there's a brighter world once you decided to step out of the darkness.

Believe that you deserve to be loved, and prove it.

Even if there's no guarantee on how hard it is, you'll still had to try. After all, it's your own life that's on the bet.
Why not tighten your teeth and do your best?