Self-Injury Support Group
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Im hurting, the girl i planned to ask to the year 11 prom, is going with another boy.
She decided to tell me at lunch time in school. With loads of people around, almost as soon as she told me, i burst in to tears and ran away to the bathroom, to cry some more. the boy she said yes to, was a sarcastic c-nt, he looks like a c-nt, sounds like a c-nt, i HATE him so much!!!
After i was done crying in the bathroom like a little p-ssy hole, I went to my next lesson, which was englsh, i hate my english lessons, cos there are just offensive tw-ts there. It was soooo exhausting, my english teacher, Mr Lucas read my email that i was sending to my best mate, Everyone kept asking "what was the email what was the email?" I just broke down again there, at the end of the lesson, i just ran out the school, as i couldnt take another lesson with people asking. I ran out crying
I ran to "that peaceful place" for those confused see "God and That Peaceful Place", (my journal entry), had another cry there. I also cut my arms there quite a lot, but hardly any blood was coming out, i was very disapointed. the pin i was using was absolute cr-p, But there was pain, im glad i felt that, as it was my punishment for not asking her sooner.
I walked back to school to talk to one of my best mates, he was very comforting, im very grateful for him, he said that shes not worth it, im starting to belive that now.
Later that day i went online to talk to her, and she wasnt in the least bit caring. I thought she was the most caring people i knew.
I cut myself on my hips again, since i wasnt feeling the buzz anymore i usually get
I love her so much, but she just decided to say yes to another boy.
So, cheers Lizzie for killing me on the inside(!)
Sorry about the rant guys, I just wanted to get it off my chest
She decided to tell me at lunch time in school. With loads of people around, almost as soon as she told me, i burst in to tears and ran away to the bathroom, to cry some more. the boy she said yes to, was a sarcastic c-nt, he looks like a c-nt, sounds like a c-nt, i HATE him so much!!!
After i was done crying in the bathroom like a little p-ssy hole, I went to my next lesson, which was englsh, i hate my english lessons, cos there are just offensive tw-ts there. It was soooo exhausting, my english teacher, Mr Lucas read my email that i was sending to my best mate, Everyone kept asking "what was the email what was the email?" I just broke down again there, at the end of the lesson, i just ran out the school, as i couldnt take another lesson with people asking. I ran out crying
I ran to "that peaceful place" for those confused see "God and That Peaceful Place", (my journal entry), had another cry there. I also cut my arms there quite a lot, but hardly any blood was coming out, i was very disapointed. the pin i was using was absolute cr-p, But there was pain, im glad i felt that, as it was my punishment for not asking her sooner.
I walked back to school to talk to one of my best mates, he was very comforting, im very grateful for him, he said that shes not worth it, im starting to belive that now.
Later that day i went online to talk to her, and she wasnt in the least bit caring. I thought she was the most caring people i knew.
I cut myself on my hips again, since i wasnt feeling the buzz anymore i usually get
I love her so much, but she just decided to say yes to another boy.
So, cheers Lizzie for killing me on the inside(!)
Sorry about the rant guys, I just wanted to get it off my chest
High school is hard and exhausting for everyone. And it can even be a dangerous time for those of us who self harm. We can't let the pressure get us too worked up because we physically take it out on ourselves.
I wish I knew another, healthier way to tell you of so that you could get that "high" from something other than cutting. I'm still working on that myself though.
Best of luck!
School is really tough on me as im bullied and i have to revise for exams and stuff like that.
I dont know, i kinda like the pain that i get from it.