Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
Hi, my name is Tris. Today, I got into a strange fight with my mother. When I say strange, I mean that she flipped the fuck out and growled at me when I didn't hear her calling me. She got so mad as to say she's taking away my bass lessons. Now, let me tell you, I don't want to exist if I don't have my bass. I have no reason to live. It's so fucking stupid of a thing..."My mom took something away so I'm going to kill myself." No. Not at all. But I am having a major panic attack coming on, and I have been clean for a couple of months now. It has been a year since I've been hospitalized, and I feel like I'm scared to go back. But I'm not going back, so wtf? I don't understand my panic at all. I don't know i dont know i am going to freak the fuck out
So I completely understand where you're coming from. Bass is your outlet and your escape. If your mom took that away from you, you would no longer have an outlet, and that's where self harm sometimes comes in. You express your emotions through bass. Take some good, deep breaths. Try and do something to distract yourself for a bit. Perhaps after both you and your mom cool off, you can talk this out and maybe explain to gerd what taking away your bass lesbians would do to you?
Can you explain to your mother how much playing the bass helps you?
And that is so stupid that your mom flipped out over that. Wtf? And I understand being scared of going back to the hospital. I panic over that too when I am not even going back just because I feel like I might have to go back. It's weird lol.