Hey everyone. Ive got a serious problem darn Facebook got me in touch with a X- Boyfriend that im still in love with but i was a terrible drunk. He says i cheated with his bass player and i would leave him at home and id go to the bar drunk. Well we were friends for 5 months i was writing him Sexual Novels on Aol and i got to Novel 8 and he flipped out and said were not f---kin.Ok whatever but about 2 weeks ago i said something not quite sure what i said but he blocked me. Ans then he sent me a messeage saying hes gone a lot of years without dealing with me. I just cant say whatever i want act or do whatever i want. Ive tried like hell to tell him I suffer from 4 Major Mental Disordres im a cutter i post my cuts on facebook and 3 days ago i gave myself a Black Eye really bad ive got one hell of a punch but ive got to let this go.But i wont.!! I will just keepin him in my mind hoping one day he will come back the cuttin and Black Eyes have nothin to do with him ive been doing this for 10 years now. Thanks.
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