Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
Things have REALLY not been good... AT ALL. On Saturday someone I knew that I had just talked to committed suicide... Wish I was nicer to them. On Sunday all hell broke loose! I was acting up and instead of taking care of the problem, I'm locked in my fuckin room, couldn't talk to anyone or do anything. I exploded, I lost it. My left arm is torn up and my other arm is cut to.... My leg is bloody from today... I cut it once real deep..... Not to mention CPS is watching me close, if they find out, I get sent away... I fucked up, I really did. Now I gotta see my therapist this week and I signed a paper saying I wouldn't harm myself... I feel alot better though... No longer suicidal... But now I got hell to pay... I got to stop, for good, ASAP!
I am sorry to hear about your bad weekend and I can totally relate. I have heard about those no-harm contracts and I am just glad I have not signed one because I would probably break it just to be rebellious.
I too had a bad weekend and did some cutting so I really feel your pain, literally. It sounds like you have a lot of things hanging over your head when you use cutting to soothe yourself. I feel the same way sometimes. Like, I need this to not feel this thing, but if I did it (or have already done it) I feel that I have hell to pay...all in an effort to feel better...
I know it is especially hard for you because you used highly visible parts of your body to cut. I hate it when I do it on my arms...
Just know, that right now, me talking to you is helping me...if you want to talk just holla back. It may sound trite or simplistic but maybe it will help.