I need help really bad. I have been 2 years without cutting myself and I have been fighting within myself so bad lately not to go back to it. The only reason I wasnt cutting was I wasnt under enough pressure enough to feel like I need to cut, AND my best friend promised not to hurt herself at the same time I did. Well, yesterday she went back on that promise and hurt herself, now she gave me permission to make it fair to but now Im REALLY Struggling not to because I know that once I do, like a binger that starves for a while, they binge like crazy. Im afraid I will hurt myself too much. Like hospitalization too much. I really want to so bad and Im having a hard time convincing myself that its bad and I cant do it anymore. That is why Im posting this to see if anyone can help convince me how much I CANT do it. I have a lot of shit going on that I cant talk about and I need a break but no one will let me alone to have a break and think about all this shit all this stress and just simple little things are bothering me so fucking badly...I just dont know what to do.
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