Self Hate Syndrome Community Group
This is a group designed to offer support to people who believe they are fundamentally bad and deserve to be punished. Here we can learn to stop the unholy war we have been waging against ourselves.
invisible7777
i am having strong suicidal thoughts tonight, I just don't want to be here anymore, why struggle through cancer treatments if I don't want to live. If I could find away out that will definitely work I feel I want to take it, I'm feeling so low tonight
mollgirl
Hugs to you and please just try to breathe and be calm. Do one special thing just for you.
stevebhopes
I have never been through cancer treatment but I am sure it is a rough thing to endure. No doubt you feel tired of the struggle of it all. I had suicidal thinking myself just yesterday so I can identify with that. I have seen you grow so much since you came to this group and I plead with you to take it one day at a time and just don't attempt today to end your life. The holidays are tough times for many of us but together we can get through this. Just know I am here for you and am cheering you on and praying for you.
invisible7777
I feel even worse today feel like I have no fight left, no enegy no life inside I'm just hollow inside I want to die for sure know just don't how I will do it yet? I'm worthless piece of shit
stevebhopes
Worthless people don't take the time to encourage another person my friend. I just read these words at the same time I read of your kind response to my own struggles. I have seen you do this for many people since you have joined and I see this a clear evidence that YOU ARE NOT A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!! I plead with you to not end your life. You would be missed here and you would leave us all feeling empty and hurt. Please dig down deep and find the strength to endure this time. I continue to pray for you and to pray in general. That is the only thing that gives me the strength to endure. I am convinced that you have a good heart and I know your day of healing and hope are coming--but you have to still be here to see that come to pass. Just know we love you!!!
invisible7777
Feel sad, like crying Aline linely I make others lives worse
deleted_user
Steve said it well worthless people don't reach out and love other people the way you do. I know you are suffering alot and depression makes us think things that aren't true. you don't make people's lives worse. You are a gift and you don't see it right now. I know I think things like that about myself alot. That people are better off without me and I am making everyones lives worse. you have to try to listen to your friends here that you are valuable and we don't want you to hurt yourself or end your life. Hang on one minute at a time if you have to but hang on. Keep reaching out here to people who understand. Love, prayers, and hugs to you.
stevebhopes
You have helped me and others here many times with your kindness. You are a blessing in my life and I don't want to lose you!!!
invisible7777
I feel so worthless all the time cause I'm garbage I just make people annoyed when I talk they laugh it be better if I wasn't here I had a special person pass away yesterday and when someone saw ne crying they said don't cry for her her suffering is done. I should have been the one to die
stevebhopes
It sounds to me like you have a need for some new people in your life. There are always going to be people who put us down and don't believe in us. I for one BELIEVE IN YOU AND THINK YOU ARE A WONDERFUL PERSON!!!!!! Don't listen to voices that don't speak out of love. I am sorry for your loss and I think it was TOTALLY OK that you cried. You never make me feel annoyed and we are all here for you my friend.
violetmist
This is the depression talking hon. You are not garbage. You certainly don't annoy me. I think you are a kind and caring person. I am so sorry you lost someone special. It is normal to cry when someone you care about dies. That person maybe wasn't very understanding. It is not your time to die and you are needed and wanted and loved here.
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