So sorry you feel so bad. I am thinking of you. Just try to take it one day at a time. Do 1 special thing for you today just 1. Hugs and hang in there.

My heart goes out to you, I know that feeling very well. As Mollgirl said take it one day at a time, I find when I don't do that I overwhelm myself to a point I feel hopeless. Try is all you can do and know you are loved here and very important. I keep you in my prayers and send you big hugs that you start to feel better and find relief.

Thankd

I know this feeling! I think when we come to the end of ourselves, we have the greatest potential to find truth. There's an openness, a receiving nature to not trying anymore, to just release it all to God and let Him handle the details of figuring it all out. It's like when I'm empty, that's when I can receive the most. If I'm full of my own ideas about life, there's no room for something new. There's a stillness in emptiness that is very similar to peace. If you let it, peace will come into that hollow place inside you. God's peace passes understanding. When we can't figure it out, it's best not to even think about it until some clarity comes our way. And, things always change, even if we think they won't, they do. This is just a phase we are going through, dear friend. Let us both hold tightly to the love and support we find on this site and just let ourselves be open to feeling peaceful, quiet, and expectant of better days ahead. (((hugs)))