these days just about everything!!!!
anger,stress,depression......feelings of being dead inside,not feeling,feeling to much,..suicidal thoughts.....
and sometimes absolutly nothing

Anything really could set me off. Mainly anxiety will trigger me or if I've had a fight with someone I feel its my fault so I will punish myself by doing it.

What triggers me is: my little sister, kids at the place I volunteer at (also where my mom works), the lady I work for and her family, the animals I have, stress, my step dad, my stepdad and my mom fighting. I could go on!

Being home with people that are more interested in judging me by bringing this up that I did in the past and trying to make me feel bad in the present moment, or when people make excuses for not wanting to be around me, when people lie, when my closet friends take advantage of me, when my mom drinks and says nasty and hurtful things to me, when my parents were more concerned about what people would think about my decision to leave school, then about the fact that my health wasn't too good, my list can go on forever.

The last time, I was under the influence. Maybe I was possessed also, because I certainly wasn't myself.
It was like someone was telling me to do it again and again. My life changed forever after that night.
They say demons/jinn trick you.

my triggers are high anxiety fear of life itself worry racing thoughts voices in my head assumptions of people not liking me no self esteem self hatred guilt shame pain cravings addicted judgements shitty childhood memory loss redirect back and neck pain wanting new scars sickness happy above the clouds rapid cycling riding the roller coaster of emotions hearing about other stories of cutters seeing other peoples beautiful scars loneliness financial difficulties hunger binge eating extreme fullness feelings of being a burden being disabled ritualistic changing of the seasons feeling dirty disgusting ugly overweight high expectations of myself being loved undeserving moodiness time of the month not being able to help around the house feeling inadequate sorrow being manipulated alters wanting my attention a must need euphoria orgasmic poor choices determination self loathing to beautify my body