Self Harmers Anon Community Group
A group for self harmers to speak about what triggers them add support to others and a chance not too be jugded
Hi all,
I'm new here, my story is damn boring.
I'm 20 and i fall in love badly, my love rejected and i can't take it and start si-ing. i've even try to get his attention by let him know that i'm si-ing. oh, i'm so damn annoying.
And everything just start going downhill, i begin to hate him and that's make me hate myself more coz i don't want to hate him.
I hate myself coz i'm so pathetic. i want to get up by i failed n failed.
I keep si-ing and get more isolated and all is a mess. I can't eat anything and if i eat i'll puke it all out. I begin to make everyone worry and i try to stop and failed again, haha..
I hate it that i'm si-ing due to such a silly reason.
Anyways i've stop si-ing for 3weeks now, i'm still weak but i'm trying to get up again. (although maybe it's just another failure, lol)
I'm new here, my story is damn boring.
I'm 20 and i fall in love badly, my love rejected and i can't take it and start si-ing. i've even try to get his attention by let him know that i'm si-ing. oh, i'm so damn annoying.
And everything just start going downhill, i begin to hate him and that's make me hate myself more coz i don't want to hate him.
I hate myself coz i'm so pathetic. i want to get up by i failed n failed.
I keep si-ing and get more isolated and all is a mess. I can't eat anything and if i eat i'll puke it all out. I begin to make everyone worry and i try to stop and failed again, haha..
I hate it that i'm si-ing due to such a silly reason.
Anyways i've stop si-ing for 3weeks now, i'm still weak but i'm trying to get up again. (although maybe it's just another failure, lol)
i think it is amazing that you just admit that its a silly reason and that you have a problem..
most people who si because of a reason like that have a veil on and cant see how small of a problem it is compared to others, things can ALWAYS get worse so try to keep telling yourself, your lucky it isnt that bad and things could be worse..
-- are you still in contact with this guy?
-- have you gotten rid of pictures and numbers?
the more you isolate the worse it gets because you begin to feel worse thinking great its only getting worse and great look at what a loser i am, try to branch out and each day take baby steps to getting more and more social even if it means faking a smile, it will truly help, i PROMISE!