How do you guys deal with fights, real bad ones sometimes. Do you have trouble forgiving....like me sometimes because i get stubborn? I wrote this the next day after the fight. This is how i deal with forgivness....either if i need it...or i need to give it somebody....


This is called "An Apology"

Poorly said.mean intensity.
wagging my head..in the morning ill regret it
.apologies.
fist flying, tounges twisting their victims around them..
why cant i be decentwhy cant i still myself
.in the middle of a black eye.why cant i tame my mind..why does it sting so bad.
their words ilke an itch you have to scratchwarping everything..to be pointing at the target, pulling the bow back, and firing
.an open grave.repent, be saved
or hold on to your hurt, and never see the end of it
maybe fifty years from now we'll be able to make amends of it.
maybe then we'll know the difference between being a fool, and being intelligent, .Im sorry.Im sorry.i don't even care if you apologize for your part of it..
lets handle this swiftly, with a hard blow, and the hardest knuckles in the hand
.its not worth cutting people out, .it's not always worth calling them out.
.lets take the less traveled route.
we'll still have many bouts.
the choice will always be there for us to be comrades

even a little bit more then the demons who rear their ugly heads..
let's erase the words that take form when we grab our pitch forks , and rear our horns.
forever
.have a good morning, and have a good night
thats my piece, and my Peace of mind.