Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.
Lately I've been feeling like people are watching me in my house, I'm uncomfortable in my own house and hate it when night comes be cause the paranoia gets worse then, I try to spend my time outside during the day,but at I night I'm so scared, I feel like there is a hidden camera in my bedroom and sleep with the covers over my head now, I also feel like I'm hearing the voices of the people who are watching me and this is driving me insane,.. I can handle hearing voices ,but being watched makes me feel like I'm going crazy!!! Can't understand why they would want to watch me anyway! This feels so real!!!I know it cant be rea!ly happening,I think im going bonkers!!my life is falling apart because of this feelings.
yeah, I had that once.
it turns out, I went to the police, and they ordered me to document it.
so, I took pains to video tape and tape record and then also to take photos of the people. I also filed 'incident reports' with the police each and every time this kind of assault took place.
and it turns out that it is happening, for real.
in my area at least, there is mucho corruption in the psych circles, and they target certain people, to be the 'racket' victims. they call us code names in those doctor conferences. I r society think it is a sickening sign of the failure of our society when licensed government workers, which is what these adults are, act out in this type of way. they make their comrades in arms look unreliable and that goes for all doctors who know about this kind of corruption and do nothing about it. and don't even try to tell me that people who make that kind of money don't have the resources to pay an assistant to write a letter to the FBI about the racketeers who participate in this kind of assault and harassment and stalking as well as infliction of intense emo distress.
I hope that you are better now.
if it were me, I would go to your local police with a copy of this report and show them this report (yes, this one!!) and ask if they can help you document the Assaulters the next time they assault and harass you. ask them for suggestions on how to document this kind of nebulous assault.
be ready to file complaints about the psych rackets with the state, and find a solid group home sitch where you can live free and have witnesses on hand for this kind of 'take down' (which is what they call it when they do this to us vulnerable losers, they call us behind our backs.
God bless you and best of luck.
What you are describing is actually a very common experience for people with psychosis or schizophrenia. The good news is that psychiatric medicine can reduce or maybe stop the experience entirely.
It's a wierd thing because it feels so real, but it's usually our brains doing wierd stuff to themselves. Since our brain is our personality as well as our system of understanding, it all seems real and is really confusing.
The next step in getting help is to contact a psychiatrist and tell them about what you experience so they can prescribe medicine to treat it.
And be sure to ask about all of the medication side effects and try to convince them to start you on a lower dose and increase rather than starting at a higher dose and decreasing after complaints of side effects.
Good luck and know that you have support here.
Try not to panic. Help is available.