Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.
today I just wana say something, get it of my chest. it seems that I think in paterns , that I block my own thinking in a way, because the only way for me to say this is to let everything go and to just write. I want to unblock my mind... I dont know how.. I feel trapped inside this body, trapped in my mind. Is there anyone who knows the way out of here? I feel like alice in wonderland. I want it out.... Im tired of this place. I tired of watching me fall, over and over agian. I want to get out of here. what should I do... hOw can I open up myself. I dont even know the person in the mirror. I dont know me... I just wana get out
I'm sorry that you are going through such a bad time . I'm not sure if I have any answers for , but it seems from what you wrote that the "writing" helps you vent your feeling.
I would continue to keep writing down your feeling and see if this helps you feel less trapped inside. You know like keep a journal everyday. Maybe that will help.
Also my daughter talks to a psychologist to help her cope with the voices that torment her, I don't know if that is the answer that you were wanting to hear OR if that would help or not , but my heart sure does go out to you and others that have Schizophrenia. Keep hanging in there!
I wish you all the best.
Mom of Dana
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