I am not well , but I am at a point that I feel stable enough to cope for myself. I feel as though the People that talk to me and the people that walk around my house are controllable in a way. My voices those little sneaky asshole comedians are well enough , the people I see theyre cool beans , they walk around now there is a collection of small children that come out to play and they are really awesome , the people in the mirror are very weird including the "other" me that I see in the mirror she has a light to her which is why I dont see it as me even on my happy days. The stair people lets get real they are just plain creepy they need to get off the stairs and join the party in the living room.
Paranoid ? Not much I think its healthy in some ways to watch your back even if it is all the time >.< but im used to feel scared of everyon else around me because I think they want to kill me , lets be honest most people feel that way alot. As far as everything else goes I'm just fine , I kicked the loser out of my life that attempted sex. I have some what of a stable relationship , I feel great even though I'm not taking my meds and instead using therapeutic doses of MJ , and I think I'm happy I'm not sure .. Thanks for allowing me to share and thanks in advance for the feedback.
Happy Spring , Hapy early easter.

Shanese x