I am relatively better , attitude wise . I've decided to go back to my meds but I cant get to a doctor until the end of january so I'll be waiting . I have been seeing a little evil demon girl in my house , she walks in the mirrors down their ( there are lots like the one in the bathroom or the ones in the china cabinets we have ) She walks and then stops and stares for awhiles its creepy . She wears an off-white church dress with white sock and black dress shoes with medium length blondish colored hair , her face looks a little dirty or bruised maybe and shes always smiling at me . I've seen a man comeout of the ceiling which was extremely weird for me , theres a younger one cant tell if its a boy or girl it always kinda pops its head in the room but they're crawling on the floor whatever it is , its adorable . The man on the stairs has started walking up the stairs and theres a man in a rust colored business suit that walks past the room door while I type .
On the other hand ;
I have been great I've given myself a little more credit and got into an actual committed relationship , he's a great guy ; he makes sure my meds are taken and everything . :)

Shanese x