Satanic Ritualistic Abuse Support Group Community Group
for the victims and parents of victims of satanic and ritualistic abuse both sexual and physical. This is a place where we can blow the lid on what they have been doing while everyone else buries they're head in the sand.
For some survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse, certain days are better for them than others. Sometimes, they have no idea why one day will be good but the next one bad. Other times, they know that certain days mark the anniversaries of certain, specific Satanic Ritual Holidays. These Holidays would sometimes include sexual orgies, which often involved children. Other Holidays would require a blood sacrifice, sometimes an animal, but often an infant or child. It is the subconscious memories of such Holidays and the celebrations involved which are causing them problems.
I thought I'd post a calendar of sorts listing most of the Satanic Holidays to help you figure out why you're feeling down or out of it on certain days. Not every Satanic cult will celebrate all of these Holidays, but most will celebrate at least a few of them. I'm not posting this information to trigger anyone, only to help you become aware of what might be going on in your life.
January 1 New Years Day Druid Feast Day
January 7 St. Winchald Day Blood sacrifice (Animal or Human -- Dismemberment -- Age 15 to 33 Male,
if sacrifice is Human)
January 17 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Age 7 to 17 Female)
January 29 St. Agnes Eve
February 2 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Age 7 to 17 Female)
(This is one of the important Satanic Holidays. This Holiday is also referred to as Candlemas,
the day of the ritual purification of Mary following the birth of Jesus Christ).
February 25 St. Walpurgis Day Blood (Communion of Blood and Dismemberment -- Animal)
March 1 St. Eichstadt Blood (Drinking of Human blood for Strength and Homage to the Demons --
Any Age, Male or Female)
March 20 Feast Day Orgies (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Any Age, Male or Female, Human or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
March 21 Vernal Equinox (The first day of Spring)
(Around this time of year comes a Holiday called Shrovetide. This Holiday occurs three (3) day before Ash Wednesday. Ash Wednesday is a Witch Sabbath).
April 21 - 26 Preparation for the Sacrifice
April 24 St. Mark's Eve
April 26 - May 1 Grand Climax (Da Meur, Corpus De Baal, Age 1 - 25, Female)
(This is a major Satanic Holiday)
April 30 Beltane Eve, also called Walpurgisnacht (Often celebrated with a festival that includes bonfires
and fertility rites. This was the time of the year for crop
planting. The Celts offered a human sacrifice).
May 1 Beltane Day (Fire Festival)
June 21 Summer Solstice (First day of Summer) Orgies (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Any age, Male or
Female, Human or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
July 1 Demon Revels Blood (Druids sexual association with demons. Any age, Female)
July 25 St. James Day
August 1 Lammas Feast of the Sun God (Harvest Season begins)
August 3 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, Vaginal, Ages 7 - 17, Female)
(This is a major Satanic Holiday)
August 24 St. Bartholomew's Day
September 7 Marriage to the Beast Satan Sexual (Sacrifice, Dismemberment) Infant - 21, Female
(Sometimes called the Bride of the Beast)
September 20 Midnight Host Blood (Dismemberment, hands planted) Infant - 21, Female
September 22 Fall Equinox (First day of Fall) Orgies (Oral, Anal, Vaginal -- Any Age, Male of Female,
Human or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
October 13 Halloween Backwards
October 29 All Hallows Eve Blood (Sexual climax association with demons) Any age, Male of
Female
(This is a major Satanic Holiday)
October 31 Samhain
November 1 Halloween (This is when the Satanists celebrate the Holiday) This is a sexual Holiday
(Sexual climax association with the demons. Any age, Male or Female)
November 4 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal, Any Age, Male or Female, Human or Animal)
December 22 Winter Solstice (Shortest Day and Longest Night of the Year) Orgies (Oral, Anal, or
Vaginal, Any Age, Human
or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
December 24 Demon Revels (Da Meur, High Grand Climax, Any Age, Male or Female)
On Christmas Eve, it is tradition for Satanists to give one another body parts from a Male infant.
In addition to the Holidays listed above, there will be increased Satanic activity on all nights when there is a full moon, and on every Friday the 13th.
While this list may not be complete, it will provide you with some information concerning the various Satanic Holidays and celebrations. Hopefully, this information will prove helpful to you as you work with your therapist to straighten out your life and make sense of your childhood. Good luck to you all!
I thought I'd post a calendar of sorts listing most of the Satanic Holidays to help you figure out why you're feeling down or out of it on certain days. Not every Satanic cult will celebrate all of these Holidays, but most will celebrate at least a few of them. I'm not posting this information to trigger anyone, only to help you become aware of what might be going on in your life.
January 1 New Years Day Druid Feast Day
January 7 St. Winchald Day Blood sacrifice (Animal or Human -- Dismemberment -- Age 15 to 33 Male,
if sacrifice is Human)
January 17 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Age 7 to 17 Female)
January 29 St. Agnes Eve
February 2 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Age 7 to 17 Female)
(This is one of the important Satanic Holidays. This Holiday is also referred to as Candlemas,
the day of the ritual purification of Mary following the birth of Jesus Christ).
February 25 St. Walpurgis Day Blood (Communion of Blood and Dismemberment -- Animal)
March 1 St. Eichstadt Blood (Drinking of Human blood for Strength and Homage to the Demons --
Any Age, Male or Female)
March 20 Feast Day Orgies (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Any Age, Male or Female, Human or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
March 21 Vernal Equinox (The first day of Spring)
(Around this time of year comes a Holiday called Shrovetide. This Holiday occurs three (3) day before Ash Wednesday. Ash Wednesday is a Witch Sabbath).
April 21 - 26 Preparation for the Sacrifice
April 24 St. Mark's Eve
April 26 - May 1 Grand Climax (Da Meur, Corpus De Baal, Age 1 - 25, Female)
(This is a major Satanic Holiday)
April 30 Beltane Eve, also called Walpurgisnacht (Often celebrated with a festival that includes bonfires
and fertility rites. This was the time of the year for crop
planting. The Celts offered a human sacrifice).
May 1 Beltane Day (Fire Festival)
June 21 Summer Solstice (First day of Summer) Orgies (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal -- Any age, Male or
Female, Human or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
July 1 Demon Revels Blood (Druids sexual association with demons. Any age, Female)
July 25 St. James Day
August 1 Lammas Feast of the Sun God (Harvest Season begins)
August 3 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, Vaginal, Ages 7 - 17, Female)
(This is a major Satanic Holiday)
August 24 St. Bartholomew's Day
September 7 Marriage to the Beast Satan Sexual (Sacrifice, Dismemberment) Infant - 21, Female
(Sometimes called the Bride of the Beast)
September 20 Midnight Host Blood (Dismemberment, hands planted) Infant - 21, Female
September 22 Fall Equinox (First day of Fall) Orgies (Oral, Anal, Vaginal -- Any Age, Male of Female,
Human or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
October 13 Halloween Backwards
October 29 All Hallows Eve Blood (Sexual climax association with demons) Any age, Male of
Female
(This is a major Satanic Holiday)
October 31 Samhain
November 1 Halloween (This is when the Satanists celebrate the Holiday) This is a sexual Holiday
(Sexual climax association with the demons. Any age, Male or Female)
November 4 Satanic Revels Sexual (Oral, Anal, or Vaginal, Any Age, Male or Female, Human or Animal)
December 22 Winter Solstice (Shortest Day and Longest Night of the Year) Orgies (Oral, Anal, or
Vaginal, Any Age, Human
or Animal)
(This is a Holiday of lesser significance to the Satanists)
December 24 Demon Revels (Da Meur, High Grand Climax, Any Age, Male or Female)
On Christmas Eve, it is tradition for Satanists to give one another body parts from a Male infant.
In addition to the Holidays listed above, there will be increased Satanic activity on all nights when there is a full moon, and on every Friday the 13th.
While this list may not be complete, it will provide you with some information concerning the various Satanic Holidays and celebrations. Hopefully, this information will prove helpful to you as you work with your therapist to straighten out your life and make sense of your childhood. Good luck to you all!
Almost every Satanic group I've ever encountered has at least one funeral director as a cult member. It is this person's job to dispose of the dead bodies of sacrifice victims. This is usually done by cremating the body and scattering the cremains. Every cult also has a "doctor" as a member. It is their job to take care of all of the prenatal care for the "breeders". It is important that the babies be born alive so that they can be sacrificed at a later date.
Almost every Satanic group I've ever encountered has at least one funeral director as a cult member. It is this person's job to dispose of the dead bodies of sacrifice victims. This is usually done by cremating the body and scattering the cremains. Every cult also has a "doctor" as a member. It is their job to take care of all of the prenatal care for the "breeders". It is important that the babies be born alive so that they can be sacrificed at a later date.
The fact that you didn't feel anything when your daughters were killed is something I would expect. When we experience trauma that is too great for us to deal with, we will "dissociate". Dissociation has been described as "going away into our head". We quite literally shut down emotionally. There are five distinct types of dissociative disorders:
Depersonalization Disorder -- Periods of detachment from self or from your surroundings which may be experienced as "unreal" (lacking in control of or "outside of" self) while retaining awareness that this is only a feeling and not a reality.
Dissociative Amnesia (formerly Psychogenic Amnesia) -- Noticeable impairment of recall resulting from emotional trauma. When survivors of any type of child abuse have difficulties remembering exactly what happened to them, they are experiencing dissociative amnesia.
Dissociative Fugue (formerly Psychogenic Fugue) -- Physical dissertation of familiar surroundings and experience of impaired recall of the past. This may lead to confusion about actual identity and the assumption of a new identity.
Dissociative Identity Disorder (formerly Multiple Personality Disorder) -- The alteration of two or more distinct personality states with impaired recall, among personality states, of important information.
Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified (often referred to as D.D.N.O.S.) -- This diagnosis is used for forms of pathological dissociation not covered by any of the specific dissociative disorders. Most people with dissociative disorders fall into this category.
Dissociation is a way in which our minds protect us from information that is too traumatic for us to endure. It is important to realize that some forms of dissociation are perfectly normal and healthy. Daydreaming is a form of dissociation, as a what they call "highway hypnosis", and everyone experiences these things on a daily basis. Other healthy forms of dissociation include the so called hypnagogic states that occur as we are falling asleep. These are the times when our minds just kind of float just before we fall asleep. A related state occurs just as we're starting to wake up which is called a hypnopompic state. Both of these conditions are perfectly normal, and we all experience both of these states each and every day. So dissociation is really only an exaggeration of a normal life state.
Dissociative disorders are fairly easy to treat, IF YOU CAN FIND A THERAPIST WHO BELIEVES SUCH DISORDERS EXIST AND KNOWS HOW TO TREAT THEM!! Most therapists are woefully ignorant about these conditions since they are never talked about in graduate school. These disorders exist outside of the tradition diagnostic criteria, so they are counter-intuitive. It should be noted that these disorders are nowhere near as severe as more traditional disorders such as schizophrenia, clinical depression, or personality disorders. Dissociative disorders respond very well to treatment, the problem is finding a therapist who can work with them.
I usually suggest that folks who think they may have a dissociative disorder, or folks such as yourself who have gone through incredible trauma to check out a group called the International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation (www.isst-d.org/). On their website, they will have a list of therapists who are members of their group. These are the folks who really understand the connection between trauma and dissociative disorders. Of course, you may luck out and find a therapist on your own who understands these things, but your chances of doing so are pretty slim. With these folks who are members of this group, you know they know their stuff. I hope that something in this response will be of some help to you, Iced, or to others.