I dont get pissed off easily. I get im a weird or as my rheumy likes to call it interesting case. Im unique and make my own path in my health. But as we all know this is a individual disease. No two people have the same presentation.

So two weeks ago I had a skin biopsy done to see what was the cause of the rash on my neck/face. That appointment was not exactly friendly. He completely tried to undo the diagnoses the rheumatologist spent four months trying to sort out. Saying i didn't have and inflammation of the joints or the classic signs of Sarcoidosis. My fingers are already starting to do the classical RA deformation..not severe but they are reshaping themselves.

So i wasnt impressed in the first place. I go in today and i wait an hour and a half to see him. Which i hate. My time is important too. Then we see him for only ten minutes long enough to tell me that the biopsy showed nothing conclusive and that he doesnt know what caused my rash. Then he asked me if it was gone.

I told him it is not pink any longer but the area that was pink was still itchy. He then told me "Its gone..it doesnt itch anymore"

I hate when im told how i should feel. I know how i feel and i tell you...Hell i usually down play it because im tired of being prodded at times.

So essentially i got a skin biopsy that got infected for nothing.

And a doctor who told me that anything weird that happens to me skin to not see him again. its just part of this illnesses i have and not to bother him.

ARGH! That is all!