He askes me to kiss him, i said no cause i didnt like him, i was 25 he kept asking eventually i did, i had sex with him and then his friend came in the room i was naked i didn't know what to do, i said no i moved away but i didn't stop him, then there was a knock on the door and these 2 other guys came in one of them asked me if i was scared i said no then 5 minutes later they left and these other 2 guys came in i didn't say anyhthing, i didn't mean for it to happen but i didn't stop it it hapened so fast, later on i got scared cause i thought thy were going to rape me, how could i think that if it had already happened? I fell asleep, how could i if i was afraid of them?
Then the next night i was raped by somebody with no relation to these previous guys, how could that happen? Isn't that a bit of a coinicidence? 2 nights in a row, that can't be real, i know it was me i just don't know why? I'm sorry sometimes i feel like a fraud being here because i don't belong here, i am not innocent of the crimes that happened with me, sorry if i shouldn't of posted this here but i need to find a way out of this