Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
It's 3:40am, couldn't sleep my mind is on overdrive. I'm sitting in the parking lot of the mall using their wireless internet.
Thought tonight would be a good night w the boyfriend. NOT. I hate my life, I can't do anything right.
I feel I deserve everything that has happened to me and what will happen. I'm unlovable, everyone hates me, no friends.And the one friend I thought I had has jumped ship. When she needed something I was there for her all the time, but when I need her She is not around or to busy to talk to me, and this is not the 1st time. But it will be last time. If and when she call for me to help the answer is NO!!!
Thought tonight would be a good night w the boyfriend. NOT. I hate my life, I can't do anything right.
I feel I deserve everything that has happened to me and what will happen. I'm unlovable, everyone hates me, no friends.And the one friend I thought I had has jumped ship. When she needed something I was there for her all the time, but when I need her She is not around or to busy to talk to me, and this is not the 1st time. But it will be last time. If and when she call for me to help the answer is NO!!!
i like that you are putting your foot down, not allowing to yourself to be taken advantage of. that's an extremely BIG thing. i still have to find that part of me that will stand up and not let people walk all over me anymore.
although you may feel alone, helpless, worthless, etc, the last part of your post shows STRENGTH and ANGER (that is directed at the RIGHT person). makes me proud to see that. and i just wanted to point that out (as i'm not sure you noticed).
keep your head up, LB. keep pushing forward.