No consent means ypu were sexually assaulted period. So, yes, you were raped. I am so very sorry. Tgis is not your fault. It does not matter if he wore a condom or not, it is still assault. If you saved your undetwear or clothing you can take them to the police and file charges. Most likely, he has done this before or will do it again.

If i may suggest, ypu first try to find a free counselor with medicaid or a church. Just google free rape counseling or free therapy near me on google. That is what helped me understand what rape was. My friend told me i was raped but i did not believe it until counselor explained to me that saying no means that guy should stop. Even if you are frozen in fear, did not scream or think you fought back hard enough, that is still rape. Please find someone you can talk to to support you. You deserve it. Big soft hugs to you.

*This is not your fault

Thx. That's a lot to hear but in ways I think it is my fault even tho he was probably just an asshole. Idk who it was or how old he was but this was last year so everything was washed months ago.

That's a lot to take in but in ways I think it is my fault. Idk who it was or how old he was but this was last year so all my clothes were washed months ago.