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I just wanted to give my account of what happened to me, not for sympathy, just so that if anyone out there has been through anything similar they can get in touch.
(btw i did try and write this as a journal entry but this thing wont let me)
My mum met a guy over the internet, his name was julian browne. She was seeing him for 9 weeks and decided to move him in. She did not discuss this with me or my brothers (one 15 who lived at home, one 22 in uni accomodation) until the day he was moving in.
I had met him a few times and instantly didnt like him, he was aggressive and controlling towards my mum and me. I told my mum i wouldnt luve in the house with him there and went to stay with a friend. After a month of living with my friend and being her glorified babysitter and cleaner i got really down and upset and my mum persuaded me to come home.
I moved back home around Nov 8th 2010.
On Nov 15th 2010 my mum and that bastard had an argument as she had asked him to pick me up some vegetarian food on his way home from the gym, he shouted at my mum saing she let me control her and i was ruining their relationship, it escalated and ended with me screaming at him and my mum asking him to leave. He asked to stay the night to ive him chance to find somewhere to go. My mum agreed.
The next morning he got up and left for work (supposedly) at 6:30am, he then waited until my brother had gone to school and my mother had left for work at 8:30am. He came into the house at 8:40am, went into the kitchen, got a knife, he then went into my brothers room and covered the window with some clothes and towels (he had no blnds up).
He then entered my room and the first i knew about it i had a knife to my throat telling me "dont make a fucking sound", i instinctively screamed, assuming my mum was home, hepunched me and choked me and again pressed the knife to my throat telling me "dont make a fucking sound"
I think thats all i can do for now I'm kinda flashing back and getting upset. Sorry.