I was asulted and raped in a park by an iv user and recently got tested for all stds. I ran a false positive for hep c, and no further tests are required. I am a fighter and surviver. I lived a hundred lifetimes since I was ten. I began self abusing myself to cope but realized I was not at fault. I used to jog before i broke my kneecaps both at the same time. While joggiing in the wee hours of the early morning a man grabed me from behind and hurt me very badly. I reported it went to the hospital but no dna was found. Though there was some vaginal tearing and bruising, and I am afraid to go outside as a result. I have been diagnosed as Agoraphobia major depression, and anxiety disorder. I been trrying to wean off xanax and i refused to use drugs. I recently stoped smoking weed and stoped self medicating. I hoped in telling my story it might help others I went back to thearpy and had a seizure was delcared dead for two minutes after withdrawing frm a dangerous medication called adaroll. I will not take it again. I'm doing my best to be clean but its so easy to get these drugs and cop out but i want to be strong how can I when my rapist is still free? H