When I was raped I hadnt told my bf where i was going, when it happened, he was the first person i told. He basically attcked me right after and would say he was mad because i didnt tell him where i went, but never really acknowledged what happened to me. We broke up about to weeks ago, but i miss him terribly. I cant stop thinking about him. I just feel like my rapist robbed me of everything, my whole life. I wish he would understand that I had no intentions of cheating, or else this wouldnt have happened. I get so sad just thinking about all the losses i have dealt with in such a short time, not only did i lose myself but i lost someone whom i love so much and it hurts to think that he took the love of my life away from me. Had i known what was going to happen that day i would have never agreed to go anywhere with that asshole, it makes me so angry and frustrated, time passes but he still fucks up my life one way or anothe, when will it stop?!