hello everyone....i hope you are all doing well.....i was raped in late january of 2010....i barely remember what happened.......i remember the car i was in and where he parked....i remember what he made me do and when he raped me......i don't remember his face, his name, what his car looked like, the exact date, or really anything else....i remember where i met him and why he forced me in the his car......i know that remembering bits and pieces i normal.......last year i came to the conclusion with my therapist that it happened in late january.....so this past week i had peaked anxiety and i couldn't figure out why......and then i remembered that it was the four year anniversary......but my anxiety didn't tie me down or anything....is that wrong??? like shouldn't your anxiety around the anniversary tie you down??? or shouldn't you know these things??? like, i feel like i didn't remember my anniversary or the fact that i was raped.....i know that suppressing it does more damage-i know from experience......but.....is this wrong??? is not remembering it or acknowledging it wrong???