I've dealt with most aspects of the attack. The only thing that is left is the fact that I am seriously struggling with forgiving myself for not defending myself. The second I sensed his aggression, i froze. I didn't say no, I didn't fight back, I did nothing to stop him as he kept forcing himself into my mouth until I threw up. Then he got on top of me until he was finished. I hate myself for not even so much as trying to push him away. I need to find a way to come into terms with this, but I don't know how...
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HiSomeone please read and tell me what I did wrong. I am so upset. I feel so alone about this and how awful some of the comments towards me were.There is something about me? I would appreciate some support and advise please