Well .. I want to know how can I heal.. when things keep disappearing and reappearing.. I will not be able to heal here... I just wont! I put gas in my truck saturday and the club -- well there is 113 miles on it and no gas... please explain that.. and Peanut butter shows up in my refrigerator.. My new sponsor is friends with my exfriends and making a fool of me... which makes me want to cry so how can I heal... I so wanted to live here and be happy but if I am not getting raped or someone is taking my clothes and putting them back and well Its been a long time coming!!!! I am not a liar or a whore and not nuts but I am starting to feel like I am.. so they win I am gone and I really hope I am not hurting my son...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??