So about two months ago, my previous rapes were really bothering me. But, i told my boyfriend and worked through a few things. Honestly, i dont even think about them anymore. I sleep better, I can openly talk to him about them. But, i still dont ever want to tell anyone else. I dont know if i am ok and through the pain or if i am just shoving it all away again like i have previously... I really hope i am over them. Been over 3 years from my first and over 1 from the second. Weird, but i really feel ok. I dont wanna talk about them and i still wont tell my parents. I am just afraid that they will come back up again or if me and my bf break up, will i be ok?
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