Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
so i've been thinking about my rapes recently.....i wasn't thinking about them for a long time so i guess it's time i did.....but i was thinking...and the first one i can't remember what happened after he said that he was gonna rape me.....i don't remember if i ran or froze or what and it's really bothering me!!! how could i forget what happened???!!! and the same thing with my second rape....all i remember about it was a big black SUV and what happened in the car....i don't remember his face or his name or anything like that....shouldn't i remember this???? why can't i??? ug, it;s so frustrating!!!!!
Should I remember? maybe...maybe not. The reason why I can't remember would depend on why I blacked out. If I was knocked out then I couldn't really be expected to remember. Or maybe I blacked out from fear. I'm frustrated too.
not sure if this was in any way helpful but you're not alone