Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
ive been abused a lot in my life and recently i was raped again... my bf and i were arguing and i went for a walk at like 3 am..... i cant handle going into details right now ive done nothing but cry for the last two days... but with all of the things i went through growing up i never pressed charges or even went to authorities... i don't know what the cops are doing and ive been asked all day long about it over and over again... i went to the hospital that night and they did a rape kit which was terrible... they said i have 17 bruises on me... they gave me a morning after pill in case you know... and i was actually waiting to see if my boyfriend and i could get pregnant this cycle after three miscarriages and that just ruined everything too... i had to do blood tests and stuff so they can check for stds and they want me to do this every 6 months... ive never been through anything like this and i don't know what to do anymore... my bf has been supportive but i am so angry and dont want to be around him... i screamed at him for hugging me which ive never done and im afraid this is going to cause him to leave me but i can't let him touch me it reminds me of everything please someone tell me what to do i just want it all to go away....
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hey, that was a lot to write so well done it shows your strength. why are you so angry? its understandable that you dont want to be touched. it is idividual thing on how you feel . it sounds like you are still in shock its not just the physical pain it is the emotional pain . did you get any information on support /therapy at the hospital ? This was not your fault ,you are allowed to be angry. I understand the feelig of that you want it all to go away but you know that you are going to deal with this in your own time at your own pace . here if you want to talk . take care
Faultedstars
anger even towards the people you love is normal for some people, it's not intentional, it's just venting, you might wanna educate yourselves on ways to cope and just the signs and symptoms of dealing with trauma.....i would recommend getting info from your local rape crisis center or rainn has decent info......cause yeah theres anger, guilt, denial, shock, blame, nightmares, flashbacks, panic attacks the list of things you can deal with are kinda long so best to learn one what you may be feeling is normal and find ways to help you both cope with what happened, hope this helps email me if you would like to
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