PTSD Supporters Community Group
This is a group where family and friends of those with PTSD can gather support with one another and share advice...and much more. It is not easy living with and.or understanding our loved ones with PTSD...I hope this group can help make that easier!

I keep on having flashback's from this situation this family has got me in.
I don't what to do anymore. Sure, the family is making their Downsyndrome son feel good about him self....Going along with his dalusion's, That he does not have a little brother and them having to "humor" him Him wanting to asurt his athority when he feel's he's right about something, And the other person is wrong (in his mind) What The family is doing is good making him feel good about himself (I guess) But, their making me (And maybey other's feel bad about ourselfes.
I'm all for making people feel good about themselfes, But, Not at my own expence.
I know You guy's have been listening and offering advice, Thank You
I just get so DAMN mad, I see him lunging toward me, And I just want to hurt him.
I am scared pf him and intimadated by him, He has gotten Violent with me in the past..........That was like 35yrs ago, and still have those Flashback's.
I believe in God, And that he can take away our anxiety, But, I still think the worst, why does anxiety still exist in the world?
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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So voc rehab finally got in touch with me...it took like six months finally. The voc rehab person that they assigned to me is a lawyer and extremely knowledgable on disability law and he seems to know a great deal about how to get people placed in jobs and how to make their resumes pass ATS. I was really surprised at how articulate and energetic he is. I guess my question is how much I...

Yah, I don't understand that either, Why they would not teach him. He has always been confused between, :"What''s mine is Your;s, your's Is mine:
And "if it's important to You, It's important to me"
I think, In his mind, that mean's That's Your's, So, I should have it.
But, the family never taught the difference,
Knowing what I know about PTSD now, and thinking Back on this situation, They have PTSD, But, just don't want to talk about it. I am starting to think his dad got me job's, just cause he felt so bad for letting his son take what was mine........But I don't remember he took, All I do remember, was his saying "That's not right, That's just not right" I was about, ,15,16 yr's old, Then these job's came at me.
i just understand why, they just sit me down as I older and explain it to me............Also, The family is one the REALLY BIG religious types, That believe You shouldn't talk be hind peoples back's, When I tryed to tell his father his son had done something to make me uncomfortable, His father would say "You know we don't do that in this house"
As someone has a disability, I know the Symptom's can change everyday, Their never the same, But, we have learn to control them.
As for doing thing's to keep my mind off this, I play guitar, I go to the gym, But, always start's bothering me again: Like, His sister's kid's, or him (people always had to humor him, I feel might have rubbed off on his sister's Kid's) teaching me stuff musically that I already know, Like, the Vary basic's of guitar, or something, (I'm not good at humoring people.