just a brief history of myself. i am a alcholic and addict. i never was addicted to opiates just cocaine. i was in a treatment facility for the summer and was doing well. recently i started taking suboxone without a prescription. im getting it illegally ......i like the way it makes me feel, and now i am hooked on it. it gives me energy and seems to take my depression and anger away. i know that it sound horrible because im back to being a addict but only with a different substance but i dont want to come off the suboxone. i guess i am just looking for some advice. I would rather have a doctor prescribe it to me than to keep getting it illegally. but would a doctor do that seeing as i was never a opiate addict???????
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